Well...

Things don't always go the way we think or want them to in life, but I guess those are the breaks. Sometimes the thing you think you want, doesn't turn out to be, but oddly, doesn't affect you the way you thought it would. Or it does, but you are unwilling to let it, or unwilling to care. Sure, pain is a part of life, and you have to learn from it, grow from it, what have you. What I can't figure out is where the sensors broke down, where the information became misleading, where the stupid was able to get in. It's the same old story as always, and I'm not surprised by it. Who am I but a collection of the people I know and the emtions I have felt.

Near breakdown turns me to make and say things that have to be said. Even if I don't get the answer I want, any answer is better than not knowing at all. I hate emtions now though. I am just destinted to be a bitter person with a bitter outlook on life. I just hope I can stay sane and deal with this like a rational person. I think that I can now and with time, it will be fine. I really want to stick to my belief that things happen for a reason, even the bad things, and hope that maybe, someday, the thing I want will be true. For now though, it's back to the drawing board, back to the hunt and search. It's a long process and I have no idea where to start or what to do.

This nonspecific blog is that way on purpose, those that need details, will get them. This is just what my brain is thinking right now and I had to get it into writing, more for myself than anything else.

Learnin'

I learned something about air conditioners tonight, thanks to the friendly maintenance man. It turns out that if you install a new air conditioning unit, it's a good idea to punch out the hole where the water drains into the drainage pipe. What happens if you don't? The drain pan fills up and spills all over the place, down into the furnace area below and out on to the carpeting. The guy that came to fix it thought it was just blocked at first, until he realized the installers just didn't do a complete job.

I only figured this out while I was cleaning this afternoon. Went to move the rug in the hallway and found it was wet. At first I thought I spilled something, but no, the water as coming from the wall. Oh well, the damage is minimal and it was a pretty cheap rug anyway. Good to see the apartment owners are quick to respond, he got the whole punched in and the AC back up and running quickly. Much props for that.

Peace.

Super Totally Awesoma Wow!

Look what I found!!!!!!
Game Axe!!!!!!!!!!!

*froth*

I bought one, btw... really... how could I not?

Quiet..

a quiet calm as set in over my little life right now, and I am thankful for it. Some time to just sit and think and be alone. This is what I need sometimes.. and it is good. Things, strangeness, life, whatever... they are cashing in right now and I have to deal with it. And with it I shall, for I am not going to run any more. *deep breath* I can face this head on.

BagNSave

BagNSave is totally my new favorite store. This is the best place ever, I kid you not. They have the largest collection of imported, foreign made foods and snacks. I want to buy something imported every time I go, just to try something new. Tonight I got these pastry things from Mexico and some snacks called "Bamba Peanut Snacks" that are imported from Israel. They are like cheese puffs, but taste like peanut butter instead of chesse. Quite yummy. Plus BagNSave carries my chocolate zingers, which is most excellent.

Went and saw Bruce Almighty today with FJ, it's not a bad movie, I acutally enjoyed it and would be willing to see it again. It's pretty predictable in parts, but over all entertaining.

Not much else to report on from my little space on earth.... later!